The Script of My Life .

爷爷。

2012-02-26T02:53:00.002+08:00

昨天，看着他吃力地上下楼梯，动作比从前缓慢了好多，好多。在医院时，看着他躺在病床上咳嗽咳个不停，咳得好辛苦。我才深刻地体会到，他，真的老了，不能再像从前那样陪我从旧家走到加油站，只因为我想去那儿买雪糕。

打从我在这个世界睁开眼的那一刻，他的头上已经长满了白发，而现在，他已经是一位白发斑斑的老人家了，在他的头上再也找不到一丝黑发，皮肤越来越干燥，全身上下的皱纹也越来越多，就像一棵老树的年轮。

对于他的过去，我应该只是一知半解。他是不是一个好丈夫，好爸爸，由不得我来评论。

可是，我知道，他对我很好。

看他从我上幼稚园开始就每天载我上学和放学，而且每次都至少早半个小时就在那儿等我放学了，一直到我中学毕业，甚至是现在我上大学了，他偶而也会载我上学和放学。他每次接我放学后都会问我要吃什么午餐，常常都会担心我不够钱用，也常常提醒我这个那个等等。虽然我有时候心情不好，所以对他的态度有点差，他也很少骂我。

我知道，他对我很好，是真的。

记得我刚开始学驾车的时候，心里总是想，如果我会驾车了，当他需要的时候，就可以换我来载他了。如今，我做得到了，但却还不是很有能力保护他。请别老是觉得自己时日无多。（他每次提到这件事情的时候，我都会说他。）虽然我不能保证能让你看到我结婚，或者是拍拖和见我的男朋友，但是有一件事情我想让你看到，想邀请你参加，因为这件事情我想少了你就不算完整，所以请你一定要等到那一天，可以吗？再说，我还欠你一趟马六甲游。(=

因为知道终究有一天会失去，所以趁拥有时，要更加珍惜。

等到失去了，你就会发现，你现在为此而争吵和争执的那些小事情，一切的一切，谁对谁错，就连那些现在你说得头头是道的理由，都显得那么微不足道，渺小虚无。然后，你才开始后悔着，然后，你怨天尤人。这样，值得吗？

Time flies.

2012-02-12T17:24:00.003+08:00

Singapore. December 2011.

Finally, it is tomorrow.

Best of luck to everyone of us, though I am having a real bad feeling about myself.

Beggars, why???

2012-01-14T01:20:00.003+08:00

There are many things which I don't understand and this is one of the many 'whys' which had been pondering in my head since a long long time ago. It is really saddening to see those beggars, be it young or old, who lost their precious hands or legs or feet or whatever it is, crawling on the ground, begging in the crowd, every time when I go to the night market. From what I saw, those wounds were not being properly treated it seemed and even if they were unlucky enough to lose a precious part of their body, there are charity organisations to help them, they will not have to crawl on the ground and beg in the night market like this. I do believe that no one will want to suffer from this kind of humiliation in their lives. Thus, if it isn't those cruel begging syndicates which abduct, torture and force the weak ones to do so, I could not think of any other reasons.

I don't understand how and why those syndicates can be so so so cruel. I really don't understand. Why must they cut off others' parts of the body and yet torture them, just in order to make the weak ones to earn money for them? Can't they earn money in some other better ways??

At one point, I feel very bad that I am unable to help them at all and I don't know how can I help. Sigh. I don't even know whether they are mentally normal or not and I really can't imagine the pain that they have endured. ='(

Picture from the net.

And till now, I still don't know why. ='(

只是，

我唯一一个奢求的可能，

只求你有快乐人生。

只求命运，

带你去一段全新的旅程，

往幸福的天涯飞奔，

别回头就往前飞奔。

革命尚未成功，同志仍需努力。

2012-01-04T17:39:00.005+08:00

他说，

有些事现在不做，一辈子都不会做了。

是啊！那个叫陈信宏的傻瓜是这样说的。

Uni started again today. First day of class, dear lecturer already scared me to death with what he commented about the subject, blah blah blah and one of the lowest passing rate papers internationally. Then, I was having headache for the whole class which lasted for 3 hours and the first thing I did after class dismiss was went home, ignored everything and literally KO on the sofa from 12pm to 5pm, right after collecting my new textbooks.

Didn't know I was THAT tired.

On a seperate matter, hoping that I can pull through this month, next month, and the following month, and so on. Somebody and something ain't treating me nice lately. =]

2012. Just do it!

2012-01-01T02:53:00.007+08:00

Here comes the year full of rumours that it may be the year when the world is coming to an end. Too much thoughts is running on my mind right now and I don't know where to start from.

Thus, a short and simple greeting will do, for now.

Happy New Year! =DDD

It actually feels good to countdown at home with the doggie. Sitting on the couch, watched teevee, played games on my phone, played with the doggie and spoke some doggie language to entertain it. Hahah!

Because I am lazy like that. =P Or Dear Bolt will be so so so bored at home, alone.

Ehem. This was my very first reaction whenever I saw the Woody Pecker mascot in Universal Studio, Singapore.

The sister said I was very very semangat-ed. Lol. Because I chased the Kung Fu Panda mascot together with a bunch of kids just to take picture with Po. Then, I took pictures with Woody Pecker twice. Ahh, can't help. =P

Woody Pecker is sho cute! I think I lost my sanity for one second or two, literally, when I saw this many Woody Peckersssssssssssss in the shop. Lol!

PS, whether it is the end of the world, or not, is it really so important? Be it a 'yes' or 'no' , I shall still live life to the fullest, do things that I wanna do and should do, don't be afraid and just do it! (= If regrets are unavoidable, at least try to minimise it, rite?

All the best in year 2012. ((=

Can't stop myself from laughing every time I see this picture. Sorry for being mean, though. Hahahah! XDD

缺陷。。。美。

2011-12-28T04:03:00.003+08:00

Marina Bay, Singapore. December 2011.

多得有缺陷美，身边景物越明媚，越要习惯无常的天气。
燃烧了你我，流星那样闪过，给这世界美丽便已值得欢喜。
只因有缺陷美，开心短暂亦回味，大雨下也能随心嬉戏。
如果美满人生就如一格内心戏，不见半寸眼泪落满地，怎感动到你？

缺陷美？

2011-12-27T01:21:00.003+08:00

开始觉得自己没有尽力把事情做好，内疚的感觉越来越强烈。心情变得很差，越来越不能原谅自己。

是真的很害怕这次会失败。

总在想，我是怎么了？为什么随着岁月的流逝，后悔却越来越多？

而我知道，是我自己的错。是我不够努力，不够毅力，不够用心，不够好。

生活好不充实，好像缺少了一些些，又一些些似的。

而我知道，我知道，我知道，我全都知道。。。却还是那么难熬。

And I hope so.

2011-12-21T02:37:00.003+08:00

Everything will be alright, tomorrow will be fine.

Be positive.

Just like a doggie. =D

释怀说得太多就成真不了。

2011-12-16T02:06:00.003+08:00

紧绷的心情过去了，却还是没有带走了沉重和压力。

哪里有彩虹告诉我，能不能把我的愿望还给我？

才明白，快乐是一起分享的，悲伤是留给自己独自品尝的。

Stupid me.

Untitled.

2011-12-12T22:17:00.003+08:00

50,

FIFTY,

is all I need,

for it.

Pretty please.

*Keeps fingers crossed.*

Can't afford to......

Gimme a holiday~

2011-11-23T17:26:00.004+08:00

I want a vacation, so badly! =[

Cuz I miss the long-lost holiday mood so so so much.

HKIA. May 2011. <3

And then I can have some fun time laughing randomly at anyone and anything that pass by my eyes. Lol!

Ngong Ping, Hong Kong. May 2011.

I bet my friends are smart enough to know my intention of taking this picture. =P

Yesh, I am evil like that.

恶梦一场。

2011-11-16T22:06:00.003+08:00

我那所谓的 “初恋” ，对我来说是一场恶梦，不是普通的恶梦，而是很很很很恶梦的恶梦，根本就不堪一提，有时候连想都不想去想起。因此，《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》，除了戏中的那些笑点以外，其他的都对我起不了化学作用。

我得谢谢他给的那些 bullshits，造就今天的我。

Sunset. Pantai Cenang, Langkawi. June 2011.

我一个人也可以过得好好的。(=

Mine Mine.

2011-11-12T21:47:00.005+08:00

Hong Kong. May 2011. (=

Charlie Brown Cafe. Hong Kong. May 2011. (=

I'm so addicted to this new song of Jay Chou recently.

Cuz baby you are mine mine~

PS, karaoke and movie and facial session with the best friend on Monday, can't wait! =D Finally, I get to pick two real good seats and danggg, bought《那些年，我們一起追的女孩》(You are the apple of my eyes) movie tickets! =D =D

PPS, watched the The Adventures of Tintin with the sister yesterday which was 11.11.2011, heheh! I personally think it was funny, awesome pawsome! =D Even the sister who used to dislike watching cartoons or animations didn't complain about the movie, yet she laughed in the cinema also. The dog, Snowy in the movie really behaves like Bolt. <3 And I think I was focusing on Snowy more than any other characters in the movie, lol! Totally saw it as Bolt already. =P

I was the lucky one. wink wink

2011-11-07T04:51:00.003+08:00

The pig and the poodle. =D With Japan Combo yo!

Had a good time meeting up with the owner, wee~ Not forgetting that Real Steel was plain awesome! <3 This movie totally brings life and spirit to robots, and somehow I personally think I'd choose it over Transformers. =P They have a real cute kid who rocks in the movie too!

PS, I don't mind watching Real Steel for the second or third or fourth or fifth or nth time. Heheh!

S.t.f.u. Thankyou.

2011-11-07T04:30:00.003+08:00

Hard Rock, Penang. 2011.

From Su Ann : All my life have been good, but now, I'm slacking like WHAT THE HELL?!

On a separate matter,

Of twisted yet untrue words,

Shut up, shut up, shut up, don't wanna hear it!

Get out, get out, get out, get out of my way!!

Damn, damn, damn... I'm slacking, slacking, slacking like hell!

Judge me all you want. Accused me all you want. I don't give a freaking damn anymore, thank you.

I wonder why.

2011-10-15T01:23:00.003+08:00

你不在，高兴还是悲哀，你都不在。

我受了伤再偷偷好起来，但你不在。

那些摇摆，我都明白，都明白，但你不在，爱已不在，不在。

当我需要你的爱，你不在。

- - - - - - - - - -

陪我讲，陪我讲出我们最后何以生疏。

谁怕讲，谁会可悲得过孤独探戈？

难得可以同座，何以要忌讳赤裸？

如果心声真有疗效，谁怕暴露更多？

你别怕我。

- - - - - - - - - -

Is this how we are gonna end up as? I'm tired of moving on with a smile and pretend like I don't freaking give a damn. What about you? Do you ever care?

Omgnofatsplease.

2011-10-05T01:43:00.003+08:00

Am gaining weights for no reason lately. No matter how much or how less I eat, it is still the same.

Shit.

Seriously need to lose some weights, gahhh!

Must. =[

Currently under extreme stress. Don't want anyone or anything to mess with me.

I just want everything, or at least THAT thing, to go well until October ends.

*Deep breath*

失落沙洲。

2011-10-02T01:57:00.003+08:00

又來到这个港口沒有原因的拘留
我的心乘着斑驳的轻舟
寻找失落的沙洲

隨时间的海浪漂流
我用力张开双手
拥抱那么多起起落落
想念的还是你望着我的眼波

我不是一定要你回來
只是当又一个人看海
回头才发現你不在
留下我迂迴的徘徊

我不是一定要你回來
只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白
还有谁能來教我愛

又回到这个尽头我也想再往前走
只是愈看見海阔天空
愈遺憾沒有你分享我的感动

我不是一定要你回來
只是当又一个人看海
疲惫的身影不是我
不是你想看見的我

我不是一定要你回來
只是当独自走入人海
除了你之外的依赖
还有谁能叫我勇敢

除了你之外的空白
还有谁能來教我愛

Picture from weibo.com

我不是一定要你回來。

So? I'm not gonna be you.

2011-09-27T14:27:00.002+08:00

And today, I realised that sometimes in life, we just have to rock on with four words - None of your business.

关你屁事！

Life is too short to try hard to be somebody else and live in someone's shadow. I am myself. Don't like me? You can just leave and stfu. Thank you. (=

After all, everybody is special in their own way.

It's just you and me.

2011-09-22T02:00:00.002+08:00

Penang. August 2011.

Lanterns. The grandfather. And I. Just like the old times.

We were walking around at Straits Quay and I came across these cute lanterns of the good old days. So I asked him to take pictures with me there. His first reaction was...

Grandpa : There? Under the lanterns?

Me : Yes! =D Those lanterns are so cute and nice!!

Grandpa : Why, of all spots, there under the lanterns? How old are you already now? Hahahah!

Me : Why not? I don't care larh... They are just so cute! Remember to smile when we are taking pictures ya!

Grandpa : (Talking to my sister.) Look at your sister! How old is she already, yet asking me to take pictures with the lanterns. Hahahah!

Me : Faster! Faster!! Smile~ =D

The only thing is he is older now and I ain't the little girl whose height was just about the level of his waist anymore.

PT2 was over yesterday but mock is coming in less than one month time! Hence, no too much of fun for me during this period. =] =]

So little time?

2011-09-15T00:16:00.004+08:00

Basketball is ♥ !

So much to blog about but I have been busy lately.

PT2 in four days time. =S

一个简单又难得的美好。

2011-09-05T23:31:00.004+08:00

我怕我会忘记，所以还是先把这篇 post 打完再忙别的事吧！(= Because I really want to blog about it.

7.03pm，在从大学回家的路上。。。

今天的夕阳好美，有幸看到红红圆圆大大的太阳挂在天边，车子里，五月天的《笑忘歌》正应景地播放着。就是这样一个简单又难得的美好，让我就算是塞车也感觉心情很好。=D 本来想把这美好的一幕拍下来留念和分享，too bad 刚好手提电话没有电了，车上又没有照相机，所以没有照片，哎！不过，那美好的一幕，已经印在我脑海中了。真的好美！

我想，正赶着回家那些忙碌又疲惫的城市人，又有多少个会留意到这美丽的夕阳呢？ (=

总之，今天的心情就是很好！ =)) 好得我在车上一手抓着方向盘，一手拿着我的电话，把它当成麦克风，放在嘴前，甩头又甩肩地唱起歌来。呵呵！旁人的眼光，我暂时管不了那么多。 =P

《噢买尬》、《出头天》、《后青春期的诗》、《笑忘歌》、《突然好像你》、《私奔到月球》、《爱情》、《最重要的小事》、《年轻就要对味》and《Happy Birthday》。就这样一直 repeat 了又 repeat 。Heheh!

来张吓死人的照片做结尾。

Penang. August 2011.

Because I am 变态 like that! =D

And I fall back into lala-land all over again. =P

2011-08-21T23:44:00.003+08:00

Presenting you...

My current addiction. Lol!

道明寺！

All thanks to Meteor Garden 2. =D

It was a random decision to watch this old old Taiwan drama because I had a sudden urge to watch it this evening. I've watched part 1 back in Standard 5 or 6 and got real crazy over it. (I think it was like the hottest Taiwan drama during the period and almost everyone was crazy over it, lol!) I have to thank mum for buying the VCDs back home and recommended me to watch it. Hahah! Then, I heard that part 2 ain't as good as part 1 so I didn't bother to watch it back then.

But now, I wanna watch it, even though it may not be as good as part 1! =P

And then, the first episode itself already made me fall back into lala-land all over again. Aww~~~

Oh Baby Baby Baby, My Baby Baby，我绝不能失去你。 ♥ ♥ ♥

你手心，你声音，还占领我的心，怎能忘记？想你就像是呼吸！

Enough.

2011-08-14T01:03:00.003+08:00

I've wasted my precious one-month time emo-ing and life has been super unproductive and this really scares me.

All those nonsenses should come to an......

Yes, an END.

Time to get back on the right track yo! (=

It's something that money can't buy.

2011-08-08T02:13:00.013+08:00

Just done chatting with her and tonite, I'm going to blog a little about my dearest Toyota Altis. =D Maybe I've blogged about it before, but...

Well, who say I can't blog about the same thing again and again now? =P

♥s all the way from Malacca through the hassle to fulfill my craving. =P

It was one fine afternoon...

Just a phone call from her, telling me that she bought me Nadeje's cakes, yet it was my favourite Praline Lover, has totally made my day. (=

Thank you so much! T_T

We chatted almost every day and night, be it through SMS, Facebook chat, MSN, calls, or face to face, and can never get bored of it. Hahah!

Talk about anything and everything under the sky.

Share the laughter and sadness.

Best partner in almost everything. Perhaps it is because we have the same interests. Hahah!

Has been a good host everytime when I go to Malacca. Thank you!!

Together, we have proven that distance is not a barrier to friendship. (=

Can't ask for more, having a BFF like this bird bird. Heeheeeh!

7 years of friendship and still growing strong. ♥♥

A big Thank You to you, for everything, all this time. (=

In order to chuck out the previous post.

2011-08-07T02:00:00.004+08:00

Langkawi. June 2011.

Aww... I love this scene very much. ♥

My blog is so dead right now because the poodle is not very free at the moment. =S

我只能说一切随缘。 (=

2011-07-24T03:25:00.002+08:00

我找不到，我到不了，你所谓的，将来的美好。

那天，
他说，他是真心的。
他说，这次没有骗我。
他说，这些我都感觉到。
他说，跟她，不是说散就散的。
他说，是时间错了。

真真假假，我不知道，也已经不重要了。我只知道，他最终还是一如既往，选择伤害我。

所以，这次，就算知道是错的，就算知道不应该，我也伤害他，也伤害了她。我不说对不起。

我想，真正全心全意投入过的感情，分开时总要伤得遍体鳞伤，伤得一发不可收拾，才能真正地得到释放，真正地得到解脱，是吗？

我很努力撑着，这次我不让眼泪放肆，绝不会让自己跌到原点，因为不值得，因为我知道我的人生没有他也可以过得很好，很好，因为我知道他已经不是我的那杯茶了。这一次，反而，我笑了，因为我相信真正的幸福一定在世界的某一个角落等着我去邂逅它。 (=

我，只想骄傲地活着。

只是，偶尔会突然有点难过。我说了，是偶而而已。当我快乐时，我是真的打从心里快乐的。我才不会笨得宁愿伤心也不要快乐！ =D

Do you know what's worth fighting for, when it's not worth dying for?

2011-07-22T16:55:00.005+08:00

It's Friday!

And me is happy today, despite feeling a little tired. =D

Gawd! I miss Hong Kong!! T_T

'<' + '3' = <3

You have to do the right thing.

It may not be in your power,

maybe not in your time,

that there'll be any fruit.

But that doesn't mean you stop doing the right thing.

-Mahatma Ghandi

Best lesson learnt on Wednesday. (=

Progress tests 2 for F3 and F4 are kicking in in two weeks time! Aih! Need to turn on sturrrdy mode!!! =))

Pale. Palee. Paleee.

Told ya I miss Hong Kong so much right now. T_T

PS, Roy said I look like a zombie after waking up from the one-hour nap in class during break time. =S

HAHAHAHAHAH!!!

I just wanna laugh!

2011-07-22T00:13:00.008+08:00

For no particular reason.

Hahahahah......!!!

Or perhaps it is because of a poor soul's stupidity. One of the joke of the year, lol!

You can't accept the harsh solid truth. So, I'm telling you lies that you wanna hear. (= Such a waste of energy, talking to people who hear but refuse to listen, escaping from reality and keep on insisting that they are right. Tsk tsk.

Some people never appreciate forgiveness. Fine, then. I've done what I'm supposed to do.

But, patience has its limit.

You wanna mess up my life? Well, I mess up yours too. (=

Don't ever underestimate girls' power. =D

Still...

I just wanna laugh lol!

Yes, I am 'bian tai' like this. Hahahahahahah!

PS, of peeee and pandi vette. Hands down on your acrimony and absurdity. Have fun living under the rocks yea! *lol lol lol*

Smile. (=

2011-07-17T17:51:00.003+08:00

This post is dedicated to a friend of mine since primary school and you know who you are, if you get to read this.

I understand why you're stressed and emo. It is okay to break down once in a while, but not too often and too long, okayh? (= Life is like this. It is full of challenges and it is these challenges that make us stronger, after we go through this passage of life. Nobody is born to be smart and good, and everybody is different in their own ways. So, it is okay to feel strange when you first learn something, or when you learn something new about what you used to be familiar with. As long as you are willing to put in enough effort, I believe that you will get the hang of it, sooner or later. It is all about learning and effort. For instance, businessmen cannot keep on using the same strategies they used ten years ago in this modern era, rite? So do doctors. They have to keep on learning in order to keep in track with the latest trend in the world of medical, rite? Things change and evolve. There will be new technology, new competitors, new strategies, new diseases and so on, to be studied everyday. Hence, do not feel so down when you feel strange with the new things you are learning now. Instead, put in more effort to overcome it and you will do good.

Then, it does not matter whether you are doing science or arts or commerce or whatsoever. Taking science does not mean you are so smart and so professional and taking arts does not mean you are a piece of useless dumb shit too, yet arts is something so mysterious and you need to feel it to understand it. Perhaps it matters back in high school, but not anymore when we are entering universities. It is about doing what you are good in and what you are interested in. Will you think a person who takes medical course but always fail in exam is smarter than a person who takes accounting course but always win the top scorer awards in exam? Definitely no. You cannot say that it is because medical is so much harder than accounting and accounting is definitely not as easy as what people usually think it is. Nothing is easy in this world. It is the person who decides to take the course, so he has the responsibility to do well in it, or pass it, no matter how hard it is, because he is the one who decides it. Another example, Bill Gates, Beethoven, Mother Theresa, J. K. Rowling, Alexander McQueen and Angelina Jolie are successful in their own ways. You cannot compare who is more successful.

Remember, being successful in doing what you are interested and good in, provided that you put in effort too. It ain't about science or arts or commerce or whatsoever. It ain't about the feeling of being professional or not. We are all different human, having different DNA in our bodies since the moment we were born, thus, we are good in different aspects and that is why there are so many kind of careers and jobs out there in the world.

Consider properly and choose what you think that suits you most. (= And I am here to support you.

Lastly, don't forget what we have learnt back in primary school, 天生我材必有用 . =D

Don't emo so much already. Cheer up!

Pictures of the day. (=

2011-07-12T23:52:00.002+08:00

From NDC primary, to NDC secondary, and now, in different universities, but still as strong as before. (= ♥ ♥ ♥

Tam : And even in the future, when we are in different countries, we still will be as close as now...

Yan Ting : I like the laughter.

So do I. =D

Su Ann : Sa po me~~ Haha!

Me : Sa po US! Hahah!

Me : 笑翻了！But what were we laughing at? I don't remember, lol!

Tam : When friends are together, even a small thing can make you laugh for so long. It doesn't matter what is it...

History has proven that distance is not a barrier to our friendship. Actually, it is all depends on ourselves, whether we choose to believe in it, whether we choose to cherish it, or not.

Of happy memories that lift a smile on my face, or maybe make me laugh all by myself like nobody's business. =P

老人与海。

2011-07-12T01:56:00.003+08:00

幻想白发斑斑的自己，拖着残老的背影，拉着一只狗，独自坐在沙滩上看海，回想起往事，找寻决定孤独终身的原因，笑中，亦有泪。

=' )

A random monologue.

2011-07-08T03:39:00.005+08:00

Huey Nie, you should really go to bed now.

But... The song is just too addictive. I wonder why.

Okayh, one more time and I am going to bed, for my own sake!

Do I look like a Japanese in this picture? XD

Currently listening to...《给我一首歌的时间》. I just like the melody, the rhythm, the lyrics and the feeeeel. =P

Goodnite, my dearests. (=

十五六岁的爱。最单纯的爱。

2011-06-27T19:56:00.005+08:00

今天在网上看到这篇文章，突然有感而发。

十五六岁，是一个人刚刚明白了什么叫 "喜歡" ，什么叫 "愛" 的时候。

十五六岁，是一个人最青春阳光的时候。

十五六岁，是一个人对愛情最真诚，执着的时候。

如果你在十五六岁的时候愛上了一个人。请你铭记他的脸，因为你可能需要用一輩子去忘记这张脸。

就是这个臭猪。 =P

十五六岁的你，不会明白什么叫作门当户对。

十五六岁的你，不会想到什么是 "潜力股" 。

十五六岁的你，不会觉得面包比玫瑰浪漫。

如果说，每个人都有作梦的年龄，那么，每个十五六岁的人在自己的梦中都是幸福的孩子，有幸福的生活。

如果你在十五六岁愛上了一个男孩，那你必定会用尽全身力气去愛，哪怕只換來半生回憶。

十五六岁的你，愛上他，絕不是愛他的物质实力，因为你还不懂什么叫现实。

十五六岁的你，愛上他，就是愛他这个人。毫无杂质，单纯而完美的愛情。

十五六岁的你，愛上他，你是在用自己最美好的青春岁月去換一个和他的未來。

十五六岁的你，愛上他，必是用尽了全身的力气，不顾一切地去愛。

你把一生最美好的时光用來愛他。

你把一生最单纯的愛献給了他。

你用自己最美丽的岁月來陪伴他。

你不顾一切地去愛他。

以后的岁月，你会明白，你很难再去单纯地愛上一个人。

请铭记十五六岁愛上的那个人。

那是最单纯的愛。那种感情里只有愛。

只是没想到多年后，我们不再青涩，感觉多多少少也不一样了，却能有说有笑地谈上一天，甚至比以前更多话聊。

这应该就是 “放下，就能得到解脱” 的意思吧！曾经的那些伤害，虽然真的很痛，很痛，痛得当时的我生不如死，可是我已经不再介怀，也觉得没有必要去介怀，所以，我选择 forgive and forget 。不过，我会记得那些教训。我觉得，伤害其实是成长的一部分。那些伤害虽痛，但却让我变得成熟。我仍然觉得，没有痛过，是不会真正体会到，是不会成长的。而变得成熟，是件好事啊！所以，真的无须怪罪于谁。

向那些让你成长的人和事，说声谢谢！ (=

我也没想到五年之内，我会变得现实，有点重视物质，勇气少了，顾虑多了。想法，也不同以往了。

也许这就是我疼爱自己和自我保护的方式吧！

人，总要往前看的。现在，我只要快乐就好。 (=

还是我的比较美。 =P 臭猪就是酱的咯。。

阿信说过，“ 梦想在右手，有 Mayday 陪你一起走。”

2011-06-21T03:09:00.008+08:00

我不是冷血动物。我会伤心，伤心就会想哭。='(

心里有情绪就要释放出来，闷在心里头对自己没好处。把那些负面的力量敢敢地哭出来，把它们通通排出体外。

然后。。。

再听听五月天的歌。把音量调高高，跟着那音乐、那节奏、那旋律、那熟悉的歌声，一起摇摆。跟着五月天，一起大声地唱。

慢慢地，情绪好像都被释放了，伤感好像都消失不见了。

再看看阿信那张有点欠扁的脸蛋，那双似乎会说话的眼睛，我不知不觉地傻笑了起来。然后，感觉体内又有了一股正面的力量，整个人会开心起来。=D

每当我想哭的时候，都会想到阿信这样唱过，“看着我的眼睛，为什么要哭泣？”

感觉很像他在安慰我。=P

因为五月天，我开始相信梦想。

阿信说过，“ 梦想在右手，有 Mayday 陪你一起走。”

五月天和好朋友一直以来的陪伴，我是感受得到的。真的是金多虾啦！我对你们的感激，一切尽在不言中，绝非三言两语能形容。 ♥ ♥ ♥

想说，我也会陪 Mayday 一起走。不管你们变成什么样子都好，就算你们都七老八十了，只要你们还是最真的五月天，我，就算眼睛盲了，耳朵聋了，行动不便了，都不会离开。

PS，我这么爱我的好朋友和五月天，不是没有原因的。(=

PSS，你的对不起，真的很多余。

而我，可以很坚强。谁让我跌倒，我就再站起来，没什么大不了。

换了张照片，感觉好像比较适合，比较应景。Heheh!

Of some of the good things that happened in May.

2011-06-06T00:04:00.002+08:00

16 . 5 . 2011, 7.30am - Departure. Destination: Hong Kong, my ♥ .

One of the pictures taken which I like! 尖沙咀随拍。

My 'booty' ! 我的战利品！=D And they make me very very happy, despite burning a very big hole in my purse. Wth lol!

And I guess majority of the girls can understand the kind of happiness I'm trying to express, rite? XD

Combine the sister's and mine. Hahah! I am too happy that I can't resist not to blog about it. =P

And I managed to squeeze everything into my baggage, including the shoes' boxes, lol! Because they are just so nice, especially Nike's boxes.

One more thing. I simply stuff everything into my baggage until I have to sit on it to lock it and the baggage's size I bought for my flight was 20kg, so I was quite worried that it may be over-weight. When I weighted my baggage in the airport, the weighing machine showed me a freaking 19.9kg, lol! I felt so relieved and funny at the same time. XD One of the most wth-lol moment.

More wth-lol moments that happened in the airport that made me laughed so hard even till today. Gonna blog about it some other time. Hahah!

27 . 5 . 2011, 12.50am - Arrival. Hi, Malaysia! ='(((

29 . 5 . 2011 - It was my dear Ah Mok's 20th birthday! =D

I'm blogging here now because F1 is sooo boringgg. Haih! Not that it's hard. It's just plain boring and yet I have to read it for the sake of PT! Grrr...

And this will accompany me... (=

我们走了很多的路来到这里，也吃了些没人知道的苦走到今天，仍然不知未来的终点在哪里。可是我们知道的是。。。 “家” 就在这里。Final Home. ♥

Okayh. Back to F1. Accounting in Business, can't you be any moreee interesting, like F2? Ish!

Happy 1-year Mayday's concert! =D

2011-06-05T22:05:00.001+08:00

还记得去年的今天，我在吉隆坡的布特拉体育馆里和亲爱的淑安热血澎湃地期待，疯狂兴奋地尖叫和挥动荧光棒，大饱耳福和眼福！整个晚上跟着五月天，沉醉在他们的歌曲，感动，感动，加感动，感动到演唱会结束后的那几个晚上我想起来都会哭。

到了今天，那份感动依然在心中，挥之不去。我敢说，这是我到目前为此，去过的那些演唱会中，最好看、最值得票价的一场演唱会！我从来都不知道竟然会有演唱会，会让人这么感动，这么怀念，这么印象深刻。一直到我去了五月天这场变形DNA [无限放大版] 演唱会。

五月天演唱会，一周年快乐！ =D

玛莎。Masha.

冠佑。Guan You.

石头。Stone.

怪兽。Stone.

这张超有型的。我超喜欢！ ♥

阿信。Ah Shin.

依然记得，当时我们的距离就是如此的近，而不管身边有多少大大小小的人和事，我的眼里只有你，虽然我不知道你有没有看到我。=( 也清晰地记得你温柔地叫我们回家吧，因为夜了。而我们就任性地一直说我不要回家！然后你跟我们聊天，而我就傻傻地凝视你那张迷人的脸，聆听那熟悉又让我感动的声音，整个人呆在那儿。Heeheeeh! =P

因为你在身边，世界只剩下一个焦点。(=

也超喜欢这张照片！可以同时看到阿信的前面和后面。♥

期待我们下一次的相聚，希望不会是太久以后，因为我真的真的真的好怀念。T_T 越来越喜欢怪兽说的那番话了。“珍重，再见。期待再相逢。”

那年你和我，那个山丘，那样地唱着，那一年的歌。那样的回忆，那么足够，足够我天天都品尝着寂寞。

谢谢你们给的感动。=) 谢谢你们和你们的歌一路来的陪伴，在我开心，伤心，寂寞，害怕等等的时候。

PS, 当晚我是抱这多么依依不舍，多么心不甘，情不愿的心回家的。='(

没有人可以把五月天从我的心中拔走，就像阿信说过的 “至少没有人可以阻止我们做梦的权利” 一样。

I miss you, Mayday.

不要華服，不要包裝，只要好音乐，只要五月天，最初的感动，最真的五月天。

Bad Hair Day!

2011-06-01T15:50:00.005+08:00

On a fine morning, there was one girl who woke up late for class and thus, bad hair day for her!

It's she and her twin sister, the monkey-wannabe, lol!

And I personally think that the monkey-wannabe shot was quite successful. Hahah!

You can do the comparison here. Lol! See any resemblance?

Bolt was so happy to see me back home. =D

Okayh. I sense some ki-siao-ness here and I think I shall end this post now. Heheh!

加油吧！

2011-05-25T03:56:00.003+08:00

休息，是为了走更长的路。

二十岁而已，是时候奋斗，奋斗，再奋斗了！

因为，我不能接受。。。烂！

I promise I will improve my skills. Be it photography, piano, or accounting.

我的人生就是一错再错，错完了再从头。

我不愿一生晒太阳、吹风，咸鱼也要有梦！

PS, Final Home 版的《倔强》很好听，竟然让我感动到流泪。

Music heals the soul. (=

The sky has no boundaries.

2011-05-24T05:30:00.000+08:00

I love the city! With almost everything here way better than those in the land where I'm from. =P

But, I seriously don't like to be trapped in between tall buildings everywhere I go! I can hardly see the sky which has no boundaries here and this makes me kinda headache. =( I miss the sky so much! I used to look at it and feel it everyday but what about now? Haih!

Shopping is madness hereee. Self-control failed so there gone my $$$... =(

3 more days till I say hello to dear blue sky again. (= And I miss Bolt very very very much! T_T

Finally, Nathan Road. (=

我努力，坚持不要被爱情伤害。。。

2011-05-23T03:04:00.005+08:00

看过那么多的分分合合，经历过那些快乐与哀愁，我已经不能清楚准确地告诉自己爱情是什么了。

爱情的定义是什么？

如今，我觉得爱情是没有定义的。它是一种感觉，一种 ‘对，就是你！’ 的感觉，要合拍，加上责任、包容与尊重，那就是爱情了。 (=

你对爱情的看法又是如何呢？

不知道从什么时候开始，喜欢上这首歌， 《复刻回忆》。

你还好吗好久不见

又来这里这个老店

後来的你喜欢了谁

我们聊聊天

现在的你一样美丽

至於爱情是个回忆

她不爱我他离开你

爱会来就会去

在不同的城市努力

偶尔也会想想你

这样的我那样的你

要很久才相聚

我们都没说那遥远的曾经

我们也没提故事的原因

青春的复刻回忆像一片云

没法子抓在手里

我们的眼泪在复习着过去

我们的微笑是彼此的氧气

复刻的回忆是封挂号信

多远都可以找到你

窗外的树爱哭的风

烦恼的我聪明的你

爱是什麽什麽人懂

所以别难过

心还痛吗请忘了吧

所谓幸福是个童话

後来的我一切随意

所以没关系

午後的闷热的窗外的一场大雨

让我们看见了以前的自己

把时光倒转回那一季

那年的梦他乡的你

所以，我学会放手。

所以，即使是分手后，我还是可以和你做朋友。（=

I can take it.

2011-05-22T02:22:00.002+08:00

I can take criticism.

I know it was my fault.

I will do my best to improve.

That is the way.

Something rather random to blog about.

2011-05-15T23:15:00.003+08:00

What have I been doing recently?

When I was somehow bored in class, waiting for the lecturer to finish his explanation. Just sometimes! =P

When some stupid security guards pissed me off to the extend that I almost shouted the F word and pointed my middle finger at them.

Believe me when I tell you there are two empty parking space right in front of your freaking guard house, moronic! Especially at time when I am late for class!

Tasted good! Yummy!! Forgive me for just being able to snap pictures of the first two food ordered because I was too busy eating, lol!

Finally get to try out Fatty Crab in Taman Megah after hearing many good reviews from people around me and a Taiwan artist. Yan Ting, you know who? It's Milk! =P

Found out that Bolt prefers playing with the recycle bag, rather than the dog toy I bought him.

Aww... How lovely. (=

Have been spending more time playing with Bolt. ♥

And now...

I am counting-down for the long awaited trip. =D

However, I'll be missing Bolt very much for these 10 days in Hong Kong. T_T

7 more hours to go!

我想你已表现得非常明白。

2011-05-09T01:17:00.004+08:00

你要我说多难堪？现在是我想这样的吗？为什麽还要我用微笑来带过？

还有，对于你一切一切的要求，抱歉，我没有这种天份。

不过，就算是没有天份，我会尽力，读好我的课程，尽快踏入社会，做工赚钱。我不想再拿你们的一丝一毫。能还的，我会尽力还。对不起，我其实，可能没有打算一直陪在你们身边，我可能对我的狗更有感情，但是我会每个月给你们家用，就像你们对我一样。我真的觉得我们之间的关系应该只能用金钱来衡量。这也是我为什么会这么重视金钱的原因之一。就当我不孝，我们的关系，就让它这样吧！不需要改善。我尝试过，我忍耐过，妥协过，痛过，最后还是受不了。

谢谢你让我明白，让我学会，人，有必要的时候，真的一定要自私，因为你们在乎的只是结果，过程算什么？过程是给自己知道，自己品尝的。跟你们说了有怎样？还不是被念，被骂一顿。那说来干什么呢？如果自私，会造成大家的痛苦，但却能换来你们要的结果，我愿意。

谁冲不开你的领土？愿你亦让我倾诉。

对不起，是我不孝。在某种程度上，我真的很讨厌你们。不过，我不会怪你们。

钢琴，谢谢你，总是在我伤心难过，感觉开不了口的时候，陪我聊天，让我发泄。我无数次靠着你大哭一场，你都坚定地站在那儿让我靠。这也是我喜欢你的其中一个原因。 ('=

刚才听《枫》和《借口》然后跟着唱时，真的哭到不行。

哭过了，发泄了，日子一样要过！加油！努力！

Trust yourself, when all men doubt you, and even your own family do not believe in you. After all, all we have is just ourselves. (=

Christmas in May?

2011-05-07T12:19:00.011+08:00

5th of May. Thursday.

11am... Rushed to grab a cup of Chatime before class started. Walked damn fast to Sunway Pyramid and same thing on the way back to university. All thanks to the sister who wanted to have a try on Chatime and at the same time, worried that she will be late for class. =.=

Green tea latte. Tasted not bad. (= Look at the amount of pearl they gave.

Was sweating like hell when I reached the classroom. I totally loveee the super cold air-cond at moment like this. Woohooo! Not when I was halfway having class and the air-cond was so cold that even my urine was going to freeze!

6pm... Attended the Sunway TES' event, 'Christmas in May' with the sister. Quite boring actually but some performances were real funny. Heheh!

The sister likes the cupcakes. Kept on asking me to get her another one when she finished one. =.= And of course, I ignored her.

After that, there was this game which we have to find our partner based on the movie character each of us got when we registered. I got Angelina Jolie in Mr. and Mrs. Smith, so I gotta find Brad Pitt. Wth lol! Didn't plan to find the partner at first, as there were around 300 to 400+ people in the hall and everyone was looking for their partners like wild animals. Scaryyy! Then, I got to know that we can only join the lucky draw if we found our partners. Ahh... Panic! Panic! I was anticipating for the lucky draw since the beginning of the event. How can I miss the chance!? Quickly looked around to find Brad Pitt. =.=

Was feeling quite frustrated already as everyone around me either found their partners or not my partner. Aiyo... Then I slowly maneuvered through the crowd and walked to the front. Suddenly, I saw an iPad in the middle of the air! Yes, someone was holding an iPad high up in the air. Lol! Su Ann said I was attracted to the iPad instead of the people and yes, I freaking am! Wth lol! Then, I saw a LED flash on the screen of the iPad, stating Br_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ here. Couldn't see clearly as there were too many heads blocking my view. =.= Moved closer to the iPad and saw 'Brad Pitt is here.' and heck damn yes, it is! XD

Talked a while with the partner after getting the lucky draw's number.

And the best thing of the event was......

Jeng jeng jeng!!!

And the best thing of the event was when the emcees announced the lucky number for the 4th prize!

I was waiting for my number to be called until my heart was going to burst, mannn! After Santa drew the lucky number, the emcee announced that the middle number is 5! Wow wow wow...

Then she continued, "The last number is 2! 052! Fifty two!"

Woah! I couldn't believe. My heart paused for a second or two. I even asked the sister if it was my number and she said yes. I still couldn't believe. I stood and walked to the stage. Halfway walking to the stage, I walked back and asked the sister again if it was true. Wth was wrong with me, mannn!? So embarassing.

Lol! XD

Went up the stage with the partner and collected the prizes. Yay!!

Here came another embarassing moment. I didn't notice that we have to wear smart casual to the even, until I reached there. Thus, I supposed it was a casual event, so I just wore a pair of red shorts and white shirt. It was so casual that my mum had to say, "You look like you're going to pasar malam." Ahh!!! Yet I had to go up the stage to take my prize. I think I must be the one who wore the most casual outfit there. T_T

I will never forget to check out the dress code anymore!

From 'Christmas in May'. Heeheeeh!

Bolt likes the candy cane! =D

The lucky draw prize I got, Sony PIIQ Giip headphone which is priced at Rm159. O_O I first thought it costs like RM20 only, not knowing it is from Sony too.

By the way, heard that those lucky draw prizes were actually quite expensive. Forgive me for the wrong assumption made earlier because the entry fees are free of charge, so how would I ever expect a prize which costs RM159 when I pay nothing to go to the event, rite? Heheh! =D Why are they so kind? =D There was even iPod shuffle to be won.

Bad thing is the headphone is somehow, not really compatible with Macbook! (This doesn't mean it can't be used on Macbook.) Argh... The downside of Mac products.

So... This is it. Bye! (=

It's all about white, whitee, whiteee!!!

2011-05-04T23:28:00.001+08:00

Gave my Macbook a 'teeth-brushing' service today because it was kind of dark with stains on it and I can't stand it anymore, lol! It looked so dirty with those stains on it. Tsk tsk tsk...

Before. Spot those stains beside the mouse pad and at the sides of the keyboard. Yeeyeeerrrr......

*Applied magic*

Jeng jeng jeng...!!!

After! Like woah, it looked so clean and white and brand new! =D

The fact behind the magic is......

DARLIE toothpaste!!! =D It's very effective.

I finally believe in the second usage of toothpaste now! It can be used to whiten the surface of laptop, piano and etc. Hahah!

Not forgetting...

Bolt went to the garden today! Yay!! =DDD

Bolt says, "Yay yay yay yay yayyyyy!!!!!!!!!" =DDD

我落泪，情绪零碎。 ='(

2011-05-03T23:24:00.006+08:00

地上斷了翅的蝶
霧散之後的滿月
原來愛跟心碎
都可以很細節

聽夜風繞過幾條街
秋天瘦了滿地的落葉
於是又一整夜
感性的句子都枯萎凋謝

我不想再寫隨手撕下這一頁 (這一頁)
原來詩跟離別可以沒有結尾 (沒有結尾)
憔悴後悔等等這些
於是我把詩摺疊
郵寄出感覺夾一束白玫瑰
妳將愛退回

我不落淚忍住感覺
分手在起風這個季節
哭久了會累也只是別人的以為
冷的咖啡我清醒著一再續杯

我落淚情緒零碎
妳的世界一幕幕紛飛
門外的薔薇帶刺傷人的很直接
過去被翻閱結局滿天的風雪

今晚的我心情很低落。已经不想再说什么。难道就是注定我们之间永远都会有这样遥不可及的距离？

也许爱在梦的另一端，无法存活在现实的世界？

Dear Bolt.

2011-04-22T02:59:00.004+08:00

谢谢你一路来的不离不弃。谢谢你带给我的温暖和欢乐。谢谢你让我学会和领悟到不少事情。我爱你。♥

Thank you for being there for me all this while. Thank you for the warmth and happiness that you've brought into my life. Thank you for the things you made me learned. I love you. =)

你放弃在黑暗的冷气房睡个好觉，选择陪我熬夜。好感动。T_T

You are the reason... You are my reason...

就算大雨让这座城市颠倒，我会给你怀抱。

爱情这回事，时间很关键。

2011-04-20T11:16:00.004+08:00

其实爱情是有时间性的，认识得太早或太晚都是不行的。

如果我在另一个时间或空间认识她，这个结局也许会不一样。

——《2046》

是的。爱情这回事，时间很关键。认识得太早，或太晚，都不行。

我知道你对我很好，很关心我，也尽量满足我的要求。但是，timing 错了，真的就是好像怎么样都不可以。

谢谢你明白。谢谢你的美好。谢谢我们还是朋友。

恋爱的纪念物, 从来就不是那些你送给我的手表和项链,

甚至也不是那些甜蜜的短信和合照。

恋爱最珍贵的纪念物, 是你留在我身上的,

如同河川留给地形的,

那些你对我，造成的改变。

——蔡康永

Time to bath and prepare for class. Love life! (=

关于青春。

2011-04-17T02:15:00.004+08:00

青春犹如方糖，对吧？

有棱角的，易碎的，荒唐的，甜蜜的。

这种甜蜜是要亲身用舌尖的热量才能融化，才能品尝，你总不能隔岸观火。

人生总有这么一个阶段，一个做什么也快乐的阶段，一个说什么也快乐的阶段。

他们可笑，也可爱，笑他们，因为我们亦曾甜蜜过。

——《六楼后座》

我经历过。你呢？

It's Orientation Day tomorrow! Mixed feelings.

后青春期也要过的很好很好很好，快乐快乐快乐！

Life is about process. (=

Note to self.

2011-04-15T20:51:00.005+08:00

Lip zipped. Lip zipped. Lip zipped. Lip zipped.

Cold hearted. Cold hearted. Cold hearted. Cold hearted. Cold hearted.

Ignore. Ignore. Ignore. Ignore. Ignore.

None of my business. None of my business. None of my business. None of my business. None of my business.

MYOB. MYOB. MYOB. MYOB.

Remember. Remember. Remember. Remember.

I dislike you. I dislike you. I dislike you. I dislike you.

And I know,

You dislike me. You dislike me. You dislike me. You dislike me too. =)

Just fake it. Just fake it. Just fake it. Just fake it. Just fake it.

Yes!

No feelings. No feelings. No feelings. No feelings. No feelings.

Deng!

Smile!

Time is passing fast!

2011-04-14T18:31:00.004+08:00

Finally registered for ACCA course in Sunway University two days ago. Orientation on next Monday and class officially commences on next Tuesday.

Time is passing fast!

Meanwhile, I can't wait to get my time table. In fact, I don't know why am I so excited about getting the time table, wth lol! One more thing is I really hope I won't be the oldest one in my class. T_T

Hit the gym this morning after sending the sister off to college. It had been a long long time since I last went for gym. Ahh... It must be laziness ruling over my body. Right leg wasn't feeling very well and it has been so pain since last night to the extend that I can barely even walk, even now. =( Thus, I just did some light exercises.

Met up with grandpa for lunch and then visited another long-lost childhood friend of mine. Her physical appearance no longer succeed in concealing her true age anymore. I am glad that she can still recognise me, but, it was a heartache to see her lying on the floor in a sick condition and could barely even move. ='( It took her quite a long time to raise her body from the floor and then slowly walked towards the gate, where I was standing. I sneaked my fingers through the gap of the gate and caressed her, and she showed a look and gesture which tell that she enjoys it, as usual. =) A few minutes later, I bid her goodbye and left. I still feel sad thinking of her current condition. I have no choice but to prepare for the worst, as she had been living for over fifteen years already and it is a lifetime for her. ='(

Coming home!

It always feel super good to come home and see dear Bolt running and jumping around me happily, like very very happily, lol!

PS, some people should learn how to mind their own business. Critics me all you want, bitch! Tell me I am fat. Tell me I have a face which looks like pancake. Tell me I have elephant thighs. Tell me I looks like a pig. Tell me whatever you wanna critic me. I will just get used to it as well and thank you very much, because of you, I learn how to be immune to critics, I learn how to be ignorant and have my own thinking, and most of all, I learn how to not let others' words rule over and control the way I live my life, I learn to live life the way I want. Like it or not, it's up to you. Thank you! =)

人的忍耐力是有极限的！

2011-04-08T01:20:00.008+08:00

之前不管她们做了多少过分的事，说了多少刺耳又过分的话，让我觉得很不舒服，没关系，我忍！我说过我不喜欢，但是她们还是偏偏喜欢这样子，那也算了。毕竟每个人都有自己的性格和想法。一直到昨天傍晚，那件事情的发生后，我真的忍无可忍了。

够了！人的忍耐力是有极限的！

此时此刻的我，

很想很想骂粗口！%&#@132#@&%697&#@584&#%@!!!!!!!!!

如果拳头可以解决问题的话，我真的很想一拳打在那些人的脸上！

很想很想在那些人面前摔东西！

接着，瞪大眼睛看着她们说：“我受够了！！！我真的受够了！！！”

从事情的发生到现在已有6个小时了，我还是很气愤！愤、愤、愤、愤得头都快爆炸！真搞不明白我做了什么事她们要这样对我。是不是现在我杀了她们全家？还是抢了她们的老公？？还是我强奸了她们？？？

难道拿别人的东西和隐私来当笑话是如此的好笑吗？有种的就拿自己的隐私传送然后上载，既然觉得是那么好笑的话！敢不敢？敢不敢？没胆，是吗？烂人！

觉得我敏感，小气？悉请尊便！反正那些人没有亲身经历过，又怎么会了解那种被人拿隐私来当笑话的感受？

我是真的受够了！FXXK YXX! 说我骂粗口没文化又怎样？！我已经受够了！！！

人与人之间，合得来即合，合不来即散。就是这么简单又无奈。

假装多好。

Woof...! ♡

2011-04-07T12:39:00.002+08:00

Me. Bolt. ♡

我相信，飞檐走壁的特技，比不起，靠真挚，没有打不动的心。

你练习，喜怒哀乐的眼睛，了不起，在你眼里没有不可能的事。

Just like what I have been telling you, "It ain't worth."

2011-04-05T21:39:00.005+08:00

I don't know what I heard is true, or not. In fact, it shocked me, like seriously.

I don't know why things happened this way.

I don't know why you never listen, not a single bit, I guess, despite everything and all the advices I have told you.

I don't know where gone all your rationalities, that you would do things which you know are wrong but still insist to do them and ended up jeopardizing yourself.

I don't know why you have to be so stubborn!

I don't know what are you thinking and how do you feel right now!

And the most important thing is, I want to know!

I have tried to help you, in every way that I am able to, but, do you ever appreciate it? All this while, I don't care about what you want do and who you want to hurt, as long as you are happy and as long as you don't hurt yourself.

I am not angry at you, never.

It is just that, this time, you really disappoint me, like seriously. =(

I am not giving up on you, as long as you don't give up on me. I will just hope that one day, you will find the light, wake up from all this, realise the mistakes you have done all this while, and walk towards the right path, for I don't know how can I help you anymore. =(

This will be one of my wishes in year 2011.

突然，想起。。。

2011-04-04T00:38:00.016+08:00

我需要一个人一直在身边叮咛我做错了什么，做对了什么，就像那时候，你坐我隔壁，我们常常互相提醒，互相奚落，互相分享，一起进步。 (=

所以，这首歌，给你。

那感觉，在我来到了这里之后，已经好久都没有了。

那感觉，只能把它留在那一年，那一段岁月，那一间课室，那一个角落，那两张木桌。

最后，愿一切安好。我在关心你哦！ =D

还有，我想，不用我说，你都会知道我在文章中提到的就是你。 =P

"回忆回不去了但你一起来了一起到更远的未来吧！"

3:32 AM。早就该睡了。

2011-04-02T02:58:00.003+08:00

手指快打结了啦！看似简单的音符弹起来却一点而都不简单！！ T_T

有时候，我真的很置疑我的天份，怀疑自己是不是音乐的那块料。光有兴趣是没用的，是不是，是不是，是不是？？？

可是，从小就听过爱迪生说的 “成功 = 1% 的天份 + 99% 的努力” 。

那他呢？

我想，那句话，是真的吧？

好了。累了，想睡了。

Nites... zzzZZZ......

Woke up at 11.30am.

2011-03-29T12:01:00.006+08:00

Woke up at 11.30am.

Saw the photos taken by a friend in Spain.

Spain is so beautiful.

Thoughts started running in my head.

I want to go there!

Okay... I am just being random, but, I really want to go to Spain! =D

What's next?

Put Bolt out to pee and poo? =P

47 more days to my beloved Hong Kong!

Goodbye, teenage! =') I have no choice but to leave you.

2011-03-28T21:48:00.003+08:00

Presents from the boyf, I like all of them so much! ♥ Kerokerokeroppi and his other friends look omg-so-cute there!

This was my first time getting to eat cupcakes from Delectable. Had been passing by the shop for a few times, reading reviews and hearing about it from people around me, but I just did not have the urge to buy it and have a try, though the designs always make me go "Aww.... So cuteee!!!". However, I have always wanted to have a bite on the cupcakes. Lol! Weird me. =P

And I like like like the pair of shoes from Tiamo too! =D I have always wanted a pair of shoes from there because they looks so cute and nice, so do the decorations of the shop. Teehee! Caring Wai Soon really bought that for me on my birthday. =DD It fits well on my feet and I feel so comfortable wearing it as it will not cause any pain and blister on my feet and that is the design I want! Heheh!

Not forgetting the lucky stars! =D He told me this was the first time he made lucky stars as I kind of complained the lucky stars ain't very nice. =P I am so bad!

We had lunch in Zanmai, despite all the rumours saying that Japanese food is not safe to be consumed at the moment. I do not know why I chose Japanese food over all the food available there, lol.

Went home early at around 4pm to avoid the jam and also because of mum does not allow me to drive when the time is late recently, for I know why. =P

Celebrated with the family at night. =) Had dinner in The Ship, yummy.

Bolt arh, Bolt! =D The Tropical Fruit cake from R.T. tastes so good!

I know it was my birthday, but crazy sister wrote "Happy Birthday, BOLT!" there. =.=

As usual, staring at the piece of food he wanted to eat so badly! Hahah! So cuteee!

It was a good day, with small and warmth celebrations, after all. (= Although I did not really feel anything special about growing up.

你，你的温柔感动了我。(=

Dear teenage, I will always miss you.

Growing up.

2011-03-20T23:28:00.005+08:00

Growing up can be a painful process. Too many uncertainties await me in the journey of my life that I have never stepped my little feet on yet and all these make me go...

Emo.

And even more emo. T_T

Haih...

Because I may stumble upon something that I am not used to it yet, something that I do not know how to solve or face it, be it a new task, new environment, new mission, etc. Everything just seems so different from what things used to be when I was young.

Worst to come, I have to face all these on my own, because I have grown up and I am not supposed expect there will be people helping me out as people usually expect me to get things done on my own wert! If not, they may think I am useless, which makes myself think that I am useless too.

Haih...

And this is something that always happen to me...

Blur... Blurr.... Blurrr..... Everything in front of me just seems so blur!

Stupid me do not know what to do and what to think.

Aiyo... Owh, my God!

Haih...

Well. Enough of all those haih, aiyo and omg.

I had different encounters in this few weeks and these encounters do affect me, the way I think, somehow. To the better, I suppose. (=

So, now I have came to a realisation that growing up can be painful but why not I enjoy the process of it? I know it will be painful, but, pain is a part of life too. Without pain, we will not know what happiness is and thus, we will not cherish happiness. Not forgetting, as the saying goes, no pain, no gain!

Ouch!

However, I will be stronger after going through the pain. Right? Right?

Think positively! Like how I used to think back then. =D

Because I realised that there are times when the way I think can really affect the way I act and the products I am gonna get.

Lets say bye to all the negative charges which had been ruling over my mind for a long long time, and hello, positive charges, I need you all! =D

PS, best wishes to Japan. =')

PPS, I think my acting is not bad. Wth lol?!

这个post其实是几个月前写的，然后被我draft起来。

2011-03-19T15:50:00.002+08:00

不要这么容易就想放弃！就像我说的，追不到的梦想，换个梦不就得了。

为自己的人生鲜艳上色，先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色。 (=

我妹难得大发慈悲请我吃的。哈哈！

因为条件不符合，所以。。。那个梦想。。。没办法实现了。

但是没关系，我已经准备朝另一个梦想前进了。 =D

Goodnite.

2011-03-17T21:06:00.002+08:00

My dear Bolt was acting like it looked so sad and innocent there. =P

I resigned yesterday, despite the fact that I was learning quite a lot in the firm, because I have things which are much more important and kind of urgent to be settled. Not forgetting there is a very important decision for me to make. =S

Haih! I seriously think that it is the hardest and biggest decision I have ever needed to make, in my past 20 years of life.

But, no worry. (= I will get it figured out soon, very soon. =)

Staring at its food, drooling... Heheh!

The happy Bolt! =D

Chicken fillet is Bolt's favourite! ♥

By the way, uncle is coming back from Hong Kong again this Saturday. =D

Very sampat lorh... Hahahahah!

♥ ♥ ♥ Bolt ♥ ♥ ♥

And his favourite toys! Yes, Bolt only like to play with toy rats. Tsk tsk tsk...

PS, I think my PMS period is coming to an end. Yay!

关于选择。

2011-03-03T17:23:00.002+08:00

话不投机半句多。

我选择沉默。

Back to Malacca, again! =D

2011-02-15T02:31:00.004+08:00

I should be blogging about this since a long time ago but I just didn't have the mood to type it out. And now, I feel like blogging about it!

On the 28th of December 2010, I went back to Malacca again, yay! Sounds like Malacca has become my hometown now, lol! Well, I would like to call it my second hometown. (= As usual, it is a must to go back a few times every year, because... I just love there! =D Took the 8.30am bus and reached at 10.30am. I think I was too excited to go back, hahah!

Forget about the bad ride I had. Stupid indian girl took my seat and refused to give it back to me when I told her so, made me sat at the back seat, at the part on top of the bus tyre somemore! I should have told the person-in-charge but I didn't! I don't know what the hell was wrong with me that morning, must be the lack of sleep the night before, that was why I didn't fight back! Argh! 2 hours of sleep the night before already made me feeling dizzy, yet she had to make me sit on such bumpy seat, made me wanted to vomit and feeling even more dizzy! I was so angry until the extend that I wanted to show her the middle finger, mannn! But I didn't. =( The pain of wanting to be an educated person. Hahah!

Had a satisfying and enjoyable holiday in Malacca. =D Too bad I didn't manage to play mahjong with Su Ann and her mum, despite staying over at her house, which is my second house, for 3 nights! =P On the first night, I was too tired and dropped dead on the bed at 11pm. As for the other two nights, we went back late and then I was too busy looking for a job online when we got home. I was so desperate for a job back then, hahah!

Went for KTV session with Su ann on the first day while waiting for Yan Ting's break time. Went home early as I was seriously tired. Hahah!

I had been hearing good reviews about Nadeje's cakes online so I decided to have a try on it. The first bite tasted quite nice but after finishing the whole piece of cake, I feel like kinda jelak. No offense, dear all Nadeje lovers out there. It is just that I don't really like the heavy milk taste of the cakes. I expected it to be very delicious from what I read online, hahah. So I decided to have another try at the headquarter, instead of the branch in Dataran Pahlawan. Turned out that there ain't any difference. Green tea, tiramisu and original flavour tasted almost the same too. =(

Milli Crepe (Original) .

Chocolate Banana and Green Tea.

Regret ordering this drink, namely Japon! I didn't taste green tea at all and all I tasted is milk...... =(

Had been hearing about tornado chips from my friends too but I always forget to have a try on it. Finally, I took my first bite on it this time. Yay! I personally think that it tasted better than Nadeje's cakes. =P

I like it so much! =D

I think we bought it every day when we passed by the stall, lol! It was too hard for me to resist it!

On the second night, met up with Angela in Dataran Pahlawan. Then, we went to eat my favourite bah kut teh in Melaka Raya. I forgot the shop's name but the bah kut teh there tasted so freaking nice. To be precise, the bah kut teh contains no food addictive at all! =D I asked for extra soup for three times and finish up the whole pot of soup because it tasted too nice to me, yet I didn't feel a single tinge of thrist! (= Poor Su Ann and Angela had to finish up the whole pot of bah kut (pork) because I don't really eat pork and everytime I eat bah kut teh, I will be drinking the teh (soup), eating the tau fu pok and yau char kuai only. Hahah! =P

The BFF, while waiting for Angela.

After that, we went to the beach in Kota Laksamana for a walk and ended up having a great laugh there. =D We shouted each other's name to the beach so loud like nobody's business and Angela said it felt like she was dead and I was shouting her name to the beach, wanting her to be back. Lol! Being lame enough, each of us exchanged half pair of slippers among us. Tsk tsk tsk, so lame! XD Su Ann and Angela wanted to show me those kites with light on them but nobody was playing and selling them that night, thus I still don't know how do they actually look like.

Beautiful.

The BFF's. (=

The next day was Yan Ting's off day and as usual, with Yan Ting and Angela together with us, we will most probably have karaoke session because they can sing so well! Lol! =D We felt very cold after karaoke session, thanks to the super cold room we got that day. Hence, we proceeded to Padang Besar to get some sunlight and warmth. Hahah! It was so windy and a little sunny that evening, what a perfect weather to have a little chilling session with the dearest friends on the field. =D We walked to Stadhuys as well after having a short break in Pink Berry because Yan Ting wanted more camwhore session. Heheh!

Had a hard time setting self-timer continuous shots. Argh! Until now I still don't know whether my camera has the function or not.

Run! Run!! Run!!! XD

Somebody : Hey, your lips are so dry, they are cracking!

Me : I know, because nobody kisses me today!

Tadaa... There came this picture. Lol!

Su Ann trying to look like she was jealous. Take 1, failed. Looked like a monkey or a beggar, instead. Hahah!

Take 2, still failed! XD Looked more like a hamsap lou behind there. Hahahah!

They were so daring to climb up the stones and sat on it.

At around 6pm, met up with Ah Mok at the beach in Klebang One Malaysia, to play kite! Hahahahahah! The last time I played kite was back in primary school. It had been so long since I played a kite! Lol! Bought a very cute and big kite at the beach for RM18, it was cheap enough already yet I still wanted to bargain with the seller. As a result, I failed. XD Checked the price of the same kite at the other stalls and found out that they were selling it at RM36 and cannot be bargained anymore. Wow, I never know kites can be so expensive, lol! We had a lotsa fun playing kite and I think Yan Ting enjoyed playing it the most! =D I felt so relaxed and I smelt freedom! Woohooo! Not forgetting the windy and not sunny weather by the beach! Owh my god, I love it so much! <3

Look at Yan Ting's oh-so-happy face! =D

It was so hard to take good pictures with the kite as it was moving here and there. We called it the naughty kite! Heheh! =P

With Yan Ting inside the picture. (=

All of us. The dearest friends. =D

They said I looked like a ghost behind them! XD

Jump-shot. =D

Left the beach at around 7pm and headed to Ong Kim Wee to eat satay celup, my favourite food! Yummy! =P Leet Ying and Theresa met up with us after work. =D I ate more than 20 sticks, so did Yan Ting! =D Made a last-minute decision to meet up with Ah Tam and the Notre Dame girls in Malim Jaya's Old Town Kopitiam later on. Didn't expect so many of us to turn up and we were forced to move to Ah Tam's house for gathering because Old Town didn't really have enough space for all of us. XD Made so much noise in Ah Tam's house and after all, it was a happy night. (=

My must-eat every time I go to Malacca. Heheh!

Kepohhhsssss......... XD

Now you know why I love it there in Malacca. (=

Suddenly, I feel like typing it out.

2011-02-06T03:35:00.005+08:00

It is already the 5th month, and... I just realised something. (=

Before telling what is the thing that I actually realised...

After the very hurtful break-up with my ex-boyfriend, who happened to be my first love, I found myself very stupid, very stupid to fall in love, then love a person with all my heart and ended up getting hurt so bad. The pain is indescribable. It made me cried everyday from day to night, emo for the whole day, thinking that it was the end of the world and I did not know how to live without him and nothing can really cheer me up. Like what-the-hell, right?

Aihhh... Thinking back makes me wonder, why was I so stupid and naive back then? Hahah!

So, after the very hurtful I-cannot-live-without-you part, I hardly believe in boys, love and relationships anymore. Seeing so many divorces made me even harder to believe in marriage and forever. I seriously think all these are bullshits, mannn! Woah, I am thinking like a lou-gu-por now. Heheh!

Boys and girls, get attracted by each other, get together, then get bored with each other and lastly say bye bye to their relationships.

Love and relationships, it is so hard to maintain a good and healthy one, as it needs mutual understanding, tolerance and this and that. Ahh!!! So troublesome!! The most scary part is the pain one has to go through. Don't tell me if the couple really love each other very much, there will not be hurt and pain. A relationship without hurt and pain in the process is a total bullshit, okayh! I do believe that every relationship has its own pain that the couple has to endure, be it a relationship with a happy or sad ending.

Talking about ending. It is very hard to say which part of a relationship is actually an ending. Even marriage is not an ending, but a new beginning, or I should say it is a real beginning to see whether the couple really love and is suitable for each other or not, as things may not be the same anymore after marriage. Then, there will be pressures coming in from all directions, such as parents, expenses, planning for babies and children, planning for future and this and that. Again, so troublesome!!!

Forever. It is just another cliche word, overused by the generations nowadays. Well, I do believe that true love lasts forever. However, it is so hard, real hard to find and meet true love, especially in this 21st century weyh!

Hence, I came to a conclusion since few years back. That is, an actuary can calculate things like risks and when a person is most likely to die, by using probability, statistics and so on, but, an actuary cannot calculate love and relationships, such as whether the person that you like will like you in return or not, whether a relationship will last forever or not. Love and relationship is something that we cannot count with probability. It is just so uncontrollable and we do not know what will happen in the next second. People can use 3 years to maintain their relationships, but use 3 minutes to end it. Isn't it... Outrageous? Yet, it is very hard to find a balance in love and relationship. It is not that you put in 80% effort, then you will get 80% product in return. Worst to come, you may put in 100% effort and get 0% product in return! What a baddd investment! =P

That is why. Why put in so much effort in love and relationship when you cannot be guaranteed and you cannot control the product that you are gonna get in return? Isn't it a waste of energy and time? Getting yourself hurt is another thing too.

Haih! It is just so not worth to fall in love and be so serious in a relationship.

However, today, I realised that I am actually getting more serious in my current relationship. Owh, shit! This cannot be!! I don't want to experience heartbreak for the second time, mannn! Anyhow, in order to protect myself, I will try to control, as in not pouring all my love into it at once. Hahah! It is just too risky. =P

Well, I may sound a bit selfish but after the first break-up, I really think that it is very important for girls to protect themselves, in order to prevent unnecessary pain and hurt. Hahah!

I shall blame it on him, for making me being more serious in relationship... Argh!!!

Woah! So yong-sui! Lol! =PPP

If it isn't his good temper, tolerating with me in many stuff and some can really make others go 'wahlao!' , trying his best to give me things that I want and make me happy and so on. (=

Bye bye 8.30am to 5.30pm.

2011-01-28T00:43:00.004+08:00

Malacca, December 2010. (=

Okayh! Here is something I wanna say it out so badly. I don't know why. Lol! XD

After three weeks of work...

After three weeks of doing the same thing again and again everyday...

After three weeks of not talking more than 10 sentences in the office everyday from 8.30am to 5.30pm...

I am finally jobless again! Hahahahah!

Waittt...! Not that I am fired. The truth is, my work ended. =)

So, it is time for me to rest and relax a little until I get another job. Heheh! Here comes my unlimited sleeping hours and drama time, again!! Yay yay yay!!! =P

PS, I freaking hate the stupid pimple in the middle of my forehead now! It is reddish and painful, so ugly!

To myself. (=

2011-01-18T15:26:00.007+08:00

在网上看到的。。。

如果我能够看到自己的背影，我想它一定很忧伤，因为我把快乐都留在了前面。 (=

还有一句，我觉得说得很好。记住，也许会对自己有好处也说不定。呵呵！

就算不快乐也不要皱眉，因为你永远不知道谁会爱上你的笑容。 (=

我们。 (=

2011-01-16T05:17:00.008+08:00

有没有一个人，即使他已经是别人的老公和两个孩子的爸爸了，在你眼里，在你心里，他依然很有魅力，依然是你最理想的情人？

八岁那年，一见钟情，是因为外在的魅力。觉得他很帅，尤其是弹吉他的时候。

当时的我，还不知道他是谁，更不知道他的名字，却一直记得他的模样。

过了一年，巧合地在娱乐节目中看到他，我一看到这个笑容，就认得出，是他。终于知道了他的名字。

他弹吉他的时候真的很迷人！ =P

之后那些年，疯狂沉迷，是因为感觉。喜欢他的歌（是真的很好听嘛！），喜欢他的声音，喜欢他的帅脸，喜欢他年少轻狂，喜欢他顽皮捣蛋，喜欢他弹吉他的样子，喜欢他的电影，喜欢他的任何一切。每天放学回到家，一定要听足他的歌才满意。钱包里也放着他的照片。房间的墙，贴的都是他的海报。上网时，都是看关于他的资料。学会看娱乐版，是因为想知道他的消息。常常发白日梦，希望有一天能够幸运地遇到他，甚至还在晚上睡觉时梦见过他好几次。尽管周围很多人都说了很多关于他不好的话，我都不理，还是很喜欢他。=P 是感觉，是崇拜。

好有型啊！

我就是这样。觉得对的事情，别人怎么说，我通常都懒理。

这就是我当年一直放在钱包里的照片。 =P

再之后那些年，他发生意外，接着问题一个接一个来，所以他暂别演艺圈。关于他的新闻和消息，也越来越少了。

前几年，他复出了。=）不过，声势却大不如前了。没关系。虽然没有整天把他的名字挂在嘴边了，但是他在我的心里，还是占了一席位。

他每次面对媒体是都酷酷的。很难会看到他这样子笑。 =D

现在，最近几年，他结婚了，孩子也有了。在事业上，他的努力，慢慢地被认同了。=D 同时，他不再年少轻狂，反而变得成熟稳重又负责任了。=D 依然是感觉。喜欢他的浪漫，喜欢他负责任，喜欢他成熟稳重，喜欢他对老婆的深情和不离不弃，喜欢他的幽默，喜欢他有型，喜欢他的很多，很多。他，由里到外，变得更有魅力了！ =DDD

我蛮喜欢这张全家福的。还有，他的大儿子，Lucas 真的非常可爱！

八岁到二十岁，如今在电视或报纸上看到他，还是会有当初的悸动。还是像当年一样，只要一听他的歌，就会停不下来，会上瘾，会沉醉。只要看到他的脸，不管是从前还是现在的样子，我在心里依然会喊：“谢霆锋很帅！！！” =P

酷，又有型到爆表！

对。说了这么多，我所说的他，就是谢霆锋，在我心中独一无二的谢霆锋，Nicholas Tse。=）

而这就是我向往的婚姻生活。 =)

Work = Force x Distance. Blah!

2011-01-14T14:34:00.004+08:00

Went to work in the morning. Was not feeling very well, so I took a half-day leave.

My first week of work has came to an end now. =D I think there is only one word I can use to describe it, that is,

AWESOME!

Not. =.=

It is a real easy work. =)

But...!!!

Boringgg at the same time......!

Heheh! Seriously, everytime when I was doing that, I went zzzZZZ... without fail. Lol! XD

So, basically I was doing the same thing again and again everyday from 8.30am to 5.30am, minus out the one hour break time. Taking out staples from the papers, seperating them into two categories. Sometimes there were papers with many many staples on the same piece of paper and I do not understand why they have to waste staples like that, makes my work more troublesome too. =P

The amount of staples I have to deal with everyday. Hah!

The amount of work I completed in a day. See the arrow? I felt a little proud. Lol! =P

Madness, owh madness!!! Hahah!

Perhaps it is also because of the people there and I do not talk? When we talk, it is like doggie trying to talk to duckies or duckies trying to talk to doggie. >_<

PS, ignore the guy in the second pic. He is so geli lorh! I saw him licking his finger before he flipped every paper! Yeeyuckss! =S

Of hidden thoughts.

2011-01-14T01:30:00.006+08:00

Everybody's looking for that something

One thing that makes it all complete

You'll find it in the strangest places

Places you never knew it could be

Some find it in the face of their children

Some find it in their lover's eyes

Who can deny the joy it brings

When you've found that special thing

You're flying without wings

Some find it sharing every morning

Some in their solitary lives

You'll find it in the words of others

A simple line can make you laugh or cry

You'll find it in the deepest friendship

The kind you cherish all your life

And when you know how much that means

You've found that special thing

You're flying without wings

So impossible as it may seem

You've got to fight for every dream

'Cause who's to know which one you let go

Would have made you complete

Well, for me, it's waking up beside you

To watch the sunrise on your face

To know that I can say, "I love you"

In any given time or place

Gives me the wings that only I know

Those are the things that make you mine

And it's like flying without wings

'Cause you're my special thing

I'm flying without wings

And you're the place my life begins

And you'll be where it ends

I'm flying without wings

And that's the joy you bring

I'm flying without wings

Everybody is looking for that something, one thing that makes it all complete...

Dreams. (=

I know I'm so desperate for a job!

2011-01-07T21:07:00.005+08:00

I am happy today! =D Heeeh! After hunting for it for quite a long time, finally!! I was so happy when the owner texted me and said, "I think you can start working on Monday."

Tik Tok by Kesha then started playing in my mind. Hahahah!

Wake up in the morning feeling like P. Diddy.
Grab my glasses, I'm out of the door, I'm gonna hit this city.
Before I leave, brush my teeth with a bottle of Jack.
'Cause when I leave for the night, I ain't coming back.

My god... I sound so weird. I am actually happy because I got a job and I can start working?! Wth-lol! *hysterical laugh* XD

Well. Maybe I will get bored of it after the first day of work? We will see. =) Hope I don't bodoh bodoh and kena marah lol! =P

But heyh! I will be earning money, money, money!!! Yay!!

So, before the results of the shittiest-ever exam come out, lets work hard and then, play hard! =D

I was supposed to look yong-sui! Hahah!

Topic of the day: Ki-siao!

2011-01-06T23:18:00.004+08:00

This was what we did in Padang, Dataran Pahlawan in Malacca. =D

Ready... Set...

Go! Woah, Yan Ting, you so epic! LOL!!! =D

Cuz we were ki-siao like that! Tsk tsk tsk... XD

Today, my ki-siao friend, Tan Guan Han...

Out of a sudden, he texted me. I was quite shocked to receive a message from him too as we usually chat on msn. When I read the message, I went wth-lol! Hahah!

In the message, he mentioned that it is his girlfriend birthday today and he told me her name. Then, he asked me if I can do him a favour, that was, call his girlfriend and sing a birthday song to her but do not ever mention his name.

Tell me how can I not go wth-lol?!

And the best part was...

I did it. XD I called the handphone number given by him and sang the birthday song and quickly put down the phone. I didn't rush when I was singing the birthday song, okayh! I sang it well. =P

Tan Guan Han, you must be so thankful to have a ki-siao friend like me! XD Yes, I felt so crazy. Hahah!

And I bet the girlfriend must be receiving anonymous phone calls singing birthday songs all day long. Lol! Surprise or annoying? It depends. =)

Seriously, I have never seen people giving birthday surprise to their girlfriends like this before. However, I was not really shocked when he asked me to do that because I always know I have a ki-siao friend, named Tan Guan Han! XD I think I will be more shocked if one day he talks and acts in a serious way.

The Script of My Life .

爷爷。

Time flies.

Beggars, why???

革命尚未成功，同志仍需努力。

2012. Just do it!

缺陷。。。美。

缺陷美？

And I hope so.

释怀说得太多就成真不了。

Untitled.

Gimme a holiday~

恶梦一场。

Mine Mine.

I was the lucky one. *wink wink*

S.t.f.u. Thankyou.

I wonder why.

Omgnofatsplease.

失落沙洲。

So? I'm not gonna be you.

It's just you and me.

So little time?

一个简单又难得的美好。

And I fall back into lala-land all over again. =P

Enough.

It's something that money can't buy.

In order to chuck out the previous post.

我只能说一切随缘。 (=

Do you know what's worth fighting for, when it's not worth dying for?

I just wanna laugh!

Smile. (=

Pictures of the day. (=

老人与海。

A random monologue.

十五六岁的爱。最单纯的爱。

阿信说过，“ 梦想在右手，有 Mayday 陪你一起走。”

Of some of the good things that happened in May.

Happy 1-year Mayday's concert! =D

Bad Hair Day!

加油吧！

The sky has no boundaries.

我努力，坚持不要被爱情伤害。。。

I can take it.

Something rather random to blog about.

我想你已表现得非常明白。

Christmas in May?

It's all about white, whitee, whiteee!!!

我落泪，情绪零碎。 ='(

Dear Bolt.

爱情这回事，时间很关键。

关于青春。

Note to self.

Time is passing fast!

人的忍耐力是有极限的！

Woof...! ♡

Just like what I have been telling you, "It ain't worth."

突然，想起。。。

3:32 AM。早就该睡了。

Woke up at 11.30am.

Goodbye, teenage! =') I have no choice but to leave you.

Growing up.

这个post其实是几个月前写的，然后被我draft起来。

Goodnite.

关于选择。

Back to Malacca, again! =D

Suddenly, I feel like typing it out.

Bye bye 8.30am to 5.30pm.

To myself. (=

我们。 (=

Work = Force x Distance. Blah!

Of hidden thoughts.

I know I'm so desperate for a job!

Topic of the day: Ki-siao!

I was the lucky one. wink wink